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Queen Denial

If you want to continue reading this journal because you actually like me, comment here.
I do mean it, everyone, comment. Give me a reason why I should keep you.
I know this is kind of silly for most of the few people reading this journal because I don't intend to cut you, anyways, but there are a few I really want a reason why I should keep them. So. Comment, please.

This made no sense, right? 8D Whatever.

I cut the following people:


If you want a reason, comment. In case you ever even read this.
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Queen Denial
13 July 2009 @ 10:06 pm
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had.
I wish they could adopt me. I am one of the lucky ones, I guess.
I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this in your journal if you believe homophobia is wrong.
Queen Denial
02 February 2007 @ 12:48 am
... about the stupidity of the whole "Dir en grey suckz lets all fangirl over The Gazette now because they are the prettiez" discussion. Because baka_hanyou inspired me. And because one particular person's readme pissed me off.

First of all: Ruki fucking sucks. He cannot sing that well. This is a fact, kthnx. His voice sounds ok in songs like "Ruder" or "Anti Pop" and that's because those songs aren't about how good one can sing. Second: Gazette fucking sucks. YAY, I said it! This is my freakin' opinion and you know what? I don't bitch about it in Gazette comms and tell their fans how god damned stereotypical I think their fucking fandom is, OK?! Because I don't fucking care about bands I don't fucking like. And it annoys the shit out of me when people bitch about how much Dir en grey sucks nowadays and then they sell all their "oh so precious" Dir en grey stuff because - as I mentioned before - Dir en grey sucks. But you know what's even worse? When they suddenly start "liking" them again! WTF! This is so fucking ridiculous it makes me want to vomit. I hate all those fucking opportunists who don't have an own opinion let alone a BRAIN. They like what's hip to like and they bitch about what's hip to bitch about. You know what? FUCK YOU. I'd like you all to just VANISH or at least SHUT THE FUCK UP. Go listen to your pretty bands like Gazette, AnCafé, Panic Channel, Alice Nine and god knows what's hip and cute and visual right now. I don't care about bands who sound like a million other do and whose singers can't even hit a single note. But you don't see me bitching about them in public, do you? (This entry doesn't count, fuck you.)
The "problem" about Dir en grey is, that they are not pretty. Nothing about them is pretty. You have to use your brain while listening to their music and 95% of Dir en grey's (former) fanbase doesn't have a fucking brain. Hey, but they'll still go to their concerts. Because you can't miss a chance to bitch that, now can you?
Don't ever come near me because I'd gladly punch you right into your face.

And because I'm nowhere nearly as nice as baka_hanyou I won't even make this entry friends only. Maybe I'll change that later, though. *shrugs*

So much for wanting to go offline.
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